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[06 Oct 2009|08:41pm]
50 LITTLE SECRETS


[1] Who was your last text from? elizabeth

[2] Where was your default pic taken? gio's house

[3] Your relationship status? ingle

[4] Have you ever lost a close friend? lost to death? no

[5] What is your current mood? listless

[6] What’s your brother(s)/sister(s) names? catie

[7] Do you have a job? no

[8] Where do you wish you were right now? miami.

[9] Have a crazy side? everyone does i think.

[10] Ever had a near death experience? mhm.

[11] Something you do a lot? twirl my hair

[12] Angry at anyone? yes.

[13] What's stopping you from going for the person you like/love? meh

[14] When was the last time you cried? sunday

[15] Is there anyone you would do anything for? yeah

[16] What you think about when you are falling asleep? so much.

[17] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? my aunt and uncle.

[18] What is your favorite song? i could say by lily allen.

[19] What are you doing right now? sitting at my desk at my glorious dorm.

[20] Who do you trust right now? my parents, katie, zahra.

[21] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? nordstrom

[22] Have you kissed someone in the past week? no

[23] Who is your friend that lives closest to you? at college...mary, my roomate. at home, nellie

[24] Describe your life in one word. surprising.

[25] Who are you thinking of right now? no one in particular

[26] What should you be doing right now? nothing really. i could do some homework that isnt due tomorrow.

[27] What are you listening to? boy with a coin.

[28] Who was the last person who gave you a hug? hmm...my dad i think

[29] Who was the last person who yelled at you? probably danny.. can't remember

[30] Do you act differently around the person you like? when i like someone i try not to.

[31] What is your natural hair color? dirty blonde/light brown

[32] Who was the last person to make you laugh? elizabeth

[33] Who was the last person to make you sad? doesn't really matter.

[34] What do you hear? musica

[35] Is your hair curly or straight? wavy

[36] Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before? i'm pretty sure, yes.

[37] Do you have a best friend? yes i do and i miss her so much :(

[38] Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days? nope

[39] Do you use smiley faces on the computer? too much probably

[40] Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? all the time haha

[41] Are you happy with life right now? we're on pretty good terms. it keeps throwing stuff at me though

[42] Are you currently jealous? can't think of anything i'm jealous of

[43] What jewelry are you currently wearing? my watch, my saints bracelet, my grandma's bracelet, red ring

[44] What were you doing Friday night? i was at my birthday party :)

[45] Have you ever had your heart broken? yes.

[46] Have you ever broken someone's heart? so i've been told?

[47] Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now? absolutely.

[48] What was the last reason you went to the doctor for? skin check-up

[49] How late did you stay up last night and why? like 10:30... because i wanted to get some sleep but i didn't end up getting much. couldnt sleep :(

[50] Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? yep
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[13 Mar 2008|06:21pm]

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!


What is your favorite..

gum: orbit/5
restaurant: ruths chris/cafe abracci/miyako/sakura/mariposa
drink: diet cooooke
season: all of them.
type of weather: when it's like 50 degrees and sunny in the fall
emotion: favorite emotion..? i donno, happiness? love? liking someone
thing to do on a half day: mary jaaaaaane and beach or lunch or something :)
late-night activity: something illegal
sport: tennis
city: chicago fucking illinois<3
store: urban/up against the wall/american apparel

When was the last time you..

cried: yesterday
played a sport: 2 weeks ago or something? :l
laughed: a few minutes ago
hugged someone: yesterday :(.
kissed someone: yesterday
felt depressed: yesterday.
felt elated: today
felt overworked: today
faked sick: awhile ago?
lied: a few minutes ago

What was the last..

word you said: "mhm"
thing you ate: pastaaaa
song you listened to: cautioners, jimmy eat world
thing you drank: water
place you went to: school -_-
movie you saw: black snake moan
movie you rented: ^
concert you attended: death cab...forever ago.

Who was the last person you..

hugged: daniel pardo
cried over: i dont remember.
kissed: danny
danced with: guys wise? um. gio
shared a secret with: danny
had a sleepover with: katie
called: danny
went to a movie with: danny
saw: mom & catie
were angry with: eddy
couldn't take your eyes off of: danny
obsessed over: danny lmfao

Have you ever..

danced in the rain: yes
kissed someone: yes
done drugs: yes
drank alcohol: yes
slept around: yes
partied 'til the sun came up: ^lmao no. yes
had a movie marathon: yes
gone too far on a dare: nahh
spun until you were immensely dizzy: yes
taken a survey quite like this before: sure.

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[27 Feb 2008|07:09pm]
shut
the
fuck
up

i never realized how unhappy i was. i am so glad things are different now.
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[02 Jan 2008|12:25am]
1. Do you still talk to the person you fell the hardest for?
no.

2. Have any of your friends seen you naked?
no

3. A song that you have to blast when you hear it?
a lot of songs.

4. What is your least favorite sound?
when people sing and don't know the words to the song.

5. Are you planning on kids anytime soon?
no

6. Last person you had a long conversation with?
gio.

7. How old are your parents?
47-54

8. Have you ever toilet papered someone's house?
no, that's a horrible thing to do. especially if you don't know the person.

9. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
no

10. Have you ever gone camping?
yeah

11. Celebrity crush?
johnny depp

12. What are you looking forward to?
i don't know anymore.

13?
i'm so tired. i'd love some brownies.

14. Weed?
what about it?

15?
FIFTEEN? DURRR?

16. Would you be mad if a friend of yours hooked up with your ex?
depends on which ex. one of them, i'd say they were pathetic, and to check for STD's. the other, i'd be infuriated

17. What are you listening to?
theme song of HOUSE

18. Have you ever been betrayed by your best friend?
no. love her

19. Have you ever lied to your parents?
often

20. Are you a violent person?
depends.

21. Any nicknames?
steph.

22. Have you ever thrown up from working out?
noooope

23. Where do your siblings live?
here, technically. in tennessee for skoo.

24. Name three things you will do tomorrow?
go to the party.
have a good morning's sleep.
pee.

25. Last 3 people you got a text message from?
danny, eddy, clara

26. What first attracts you to a girl/guy?
the way he acts.

27.has anyone ever told you they couldnt live without you ?
yeah. huge lie, though.

28. has anyone tried to kiss you ?
yeah

29. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
no

30. Are you allergic to anything?
a shitload of things. thanks for the warning, hives!

31. What's your current mood?
eh.

32-36?
gregory house is super duper sexy.

37. An embarrassing moment friends pick fun at you for?
can't remember.

38. Where will you be in 2 hours?
either watching HOUSE or sleeping.

39. Where do you see yourself in 3-6 months?
in three, in school. in six, SUMMER.<3

40. How's your hair?
healthy? blonde, long.

41. Has anyone ever used you?
yuhp

42. Has anyone ever told you that they like you more than as a friend?
yehhhpp

43. Have you eaten today?
stupid question, of course not.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
. Yourself? Sometimes.
. Miracles? don't know.
. Love at first sight? No.
. Heaven? don't know.
. Santa claus? No.
. Sex on the first date? pretty much depends on the guy.
. Kiss on the first date? depends, again. obviously, probably..

CURRENTLY
. Eating? No.
. Drinking? No.
. I'm about to? Post this survey
. Listening to? HOUSE
. excited about tomorrow? sure
. Waiting for? my sister to stop talking to me, being extremely naive.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
. Lips or eyes? eyes.
. Shorter or taller? taller.. lmao
. Romantic or spontaneous? Spontaneously romantic. :)
. Nice stomach or nice arms? I think if they had one but not the other, it would be weird. So neither or both. <lmao alex. yeah . Sensitive or loud? Sensitive. . Hook-up or relationship? depends on the guy.
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[06 Dec 2007|08:47pm]
have you ever thought that maybe i dont care
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[05 Nov 2007|09:01am]
i love how much ive changed and im not ashamed of it at all. it's taken forever but everything is finally getting better, and its all about the way i view things. its not about everyone else and about what everyone else does to me, its how i take it. its how much i care. and if i just.. don't care, it's like it doesn't exist. and it's not running away from it, it's completely taking it on, and weighing out how much i care about it. it's just not engaging with shit i don't really care about and don't want to waste my time with.

:)
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[28 Oct 2007|05:50pm]
this is bullshit
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[07 Oct 2007|07:05pm]
you think you're the smartest kid ever. part of being smart is knowing that people around you are also smart. stop insulting the intelligence of everyone around you because...no one is as stupid as you imagine them to be. ...it's pretty obvious that you're a liar, a thief, and a huge ass, to say the least.


you're not fooling ANYONE.
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[15 Sep 2007|11:42am]
Saturday, September 15.
Weekend Homework….

5678, Monday:

5) Stupid ass worksheet (1-6)
6) Read Hobbes. No. Read notes
7) Get materials.
8) 3-page essay on T.S. Eliot poem & modernism

Other shit:

- Modern lit essay revised due Wednesday
- Finish Algebra 2 class online. Due Monday. (5 projects left)
- Math test on Wednesday
- Ww quiz friday
- Literary circle for AP- 1 & 2 read Huck, wednesday
- Literary circle for ML- read Jacob's room, Thursday?
- Do the topics vocabulary the last 5 sets
- Read othello for wednesday
- Topics test, on WHAT? Thursday
- Religion test chs 1-4 wednesday
- Statement of intent due Wednesday



Hahahahahaha
♥carrollton
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[30 Aug 2007|12:32pm]
Today's assertive Aries Moon encourages you to express what you need, instead of trying to better understand the needs of your partner. Of course, a successful relationship benefits from your willingness to balance your energies with everyone else's. Normally, you err on the side of others, so today is merely a chance to balance out these special relationships.

The Moon pushes into forceful Aries at 12:24 am EDT, initiating another cycle through the zodiac. The Aries Moon reminds us that the best time to start anything is right now. Nevertheless, we can still feel as if we are holding on to the past until September 2, when Saturn leaves heartfelt Leo for Virgo's analytical realms. It's hard to know what's happening, for mental Mercury in precise Virgo receives mixed messages from imaginative Neptune today.




This is weird.
I know the planets crap is gay, but the rest is scarily accurate, and it has been every day.

And if you read this, fonzi, shut up about the horoscopes. I like them.
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[23 Aug 2007|10:39pm]
I wish to feel smaller
under your sheets.
I wish for the whole truth
every time you speak.
I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
While I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep...

And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem
You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans
Ignoring me the morning after
isn't enough
and I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

And my blood won't stick
To the confines of my veins.
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.

And I wish to feel smaller under your hands,
though you seem satisfied as you slip mine
down your pants.
And I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
While you lift up my shirt after asking politely.

And I guess it doesn't matter what I am or pretend to be
Cuz it's her you'll always love and it's her I'll always envy.
I want to end this now so dreams of you won't keep me up.
But I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

And my blood won't stick
To the confines of my veins.
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.

And it's hard to find
What I want
When it's buried beneath the biggest rock.
I could pay lots of money
To help lift it with machines
But I'm not sure you'd cooperate.
Not sure you'd come clean.

And I wish to feel smaller
under your sheets.
I wish for the whole truth
every time you speak.
And I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
As I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep.

And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem
You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans.
Ignoring me the morning after isn't enough
and I swear I'm going to cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

Yeah, I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

And my blood won't stick
To the confines of my veins.
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.

Is gonna tear mine away


A Wish, Gregory And The Hawk
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[13 Aug 2007|10:33pm]





hahahaha. ultimately, satisfying to those of us that don't have the first body.
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im so fucking happy. [18 Jun 2007|12:45am]
[ mood | relieved ]

3 days until chicago.

(on a separate note,
hahaha, wow, i should've known you felt the same way i did.
i dont think ill ever meet someone as similar to me as you are.
im really glad we're okay
because we were too good together to not give it credit.
i love you)

[17 Jun 2007|09:25pm]
some stuff ive done
click it lol















btw, the last one... a picture of abby was the inspiration ;D
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[17 Jun 2007|02:35am]


this makes me laugh every time?
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[14 Jun 2007|09:46pm]
sooooooo, this summer is very good so far.
i wish it would stop raining though? GOD. i wanna go to the beach like ONE TIME.

i started work today, i loved it. i dont know. i don't mind getting up in the morning to go because i like it that much? actually doing work is aight, but i get to hang out with daniel who is cool and i have my own office kind of thing and my own computer and fuckkk it's really cool.

i love being busy, which i am, almost every day. then i take one day where its like a break, and i just sit on my ass. it's fabulous.

in a week i go to chicago, and in 9 days im going to notre dame, which im super excited about.
then i dont know? my parents want to go to GEORGIA and im trying very hard to talk them out of it and go on a cruise or something. fuck plantations.

on a separate note
the fucking smell of old milk
will not leave my car. its getting better but wow its been a long time and its still not completely gone.

how weird is it to be excited for the next day? i guess im hyped up on endorphins lol i worked my ass off at the gym an hour ago so i feel really good.

AHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhkkkkkk bye. :]
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[01 Jun 2007|10:28pm]
i was thinking in my car today.
life seriously always gets better. if its shitty and if you feel horrible and like you just want it to end, things ALWAYS get better. and then things get good. and maybe things get bad again but life alwayss gets better. you can always improve and you can always push yourself to do better and you can end up being successful or end up being happier than you were before.
knowing all this,
life really is just awesome all around. we always have second chances to change and to be better.
and if nothings really wrong with you, but your life just sucks
things improve on their own.

unless you're on drugs.
like the movie i saw today.

but i won't end up like that, because i know too much about it. and i'd never get into that (:


if that wasn't enough to make me feel good, i can almost taste summer.
done with work.
only a few days left

YAAAAAAAAA MOTHERFUCKA
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[23 May 2007|10:05am]
[ mood | lalala ]

everythings good right now
last night i went to eddys house, i fucking love going there, and i love his parents, and his dog. i looked at tons of horribly embarassing pictures hahaha it was the best. and i saw a carrollton yearbook from like 20 years ago.. it was super cool.

school is almost over so im kinda stressed to get everything in and get awesome grades but ill get it done.

im in stage production sitting next to bea. shes sick, i feel bad 'cause shes trying to study but she seems really tired and sick.

anyway i have a religion quiz next period which i havent studied for but i will when im done with lj 'cause i have a free period. im looking forward to the rest of the day because it's religion then english, we're watching the movie freedom writers, which i like, surprisingly. then theres the lost finale tonight, omgggg sex.

it gets better tho. friday pirates comes out, which is beautiful, and saturday's gonna be nice as fuckkkk ugh i love eddy so much. then tuesday is a final but w.e, so is wednesday, but i get out at 9:30 those days. then thursday i get out at 12 and i have 2 finals.

then i have like...nothing. basically we'll be done.
i'll get to chilll here in june then towards the 20th im leaving to chicago and then i go to camp, yesss.

then i think im going on a cruise later, and prob in august lindsay and anna are coming down.

there are some things that are gay right now, but there's always good and bad things, and its always gonna be that way. i find that im unhappy when everything is perfect. is that weird? whatever, its always good to have positives and negatives.

therefore everythings perfect because everything is not perfect

yayyyy :]

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[14 May 2007|10:33am]
im sitting here in photo class, so.

Step 1: Put your playlist on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarassing.
Step 3: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.


1) I am an arms dealer fitting you with weapons in the form of words
2) Home show, mom won't know, run out the back door, he's passed out on the floorabbylicious90
3) I don't feel the way I've ever felt, I know I'm gonna smile and not get worried, I try but it showsabbylicious90
4) I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me (ahhhhhh im gay:/)michizzle
5) Fall out, fall through, fall apart, the endless cycle once I startrincon
6) We put the "F-U" back in fun
7) This is the way I live lil’ boy still pushin’ big wheelsmichizzle
8) I don't know dude, I think everybody's all jealous and shit 'cause I'm like the lead singer of a band dude, and I think if anyone's got a fuckin' problem with me dude, they need to take it up with me after the show.abbylicious90
9) Are you hungry, are you sick, are you begging for a break?
10) I swam across lake michiganabbylicious90
11) This is the new year and I don't feel any differentmichizzle
12) Feel the earth under your feet and walk, foot follows foot into the sea
13) Are you such a dreamer to put the world to rights?
14) I step down into sand, water carries us from here
15) Are we all victims of opportunity, locked outside the door back in '83,
16) I lie awake I've gone to ground I'm watching porn In my hotel dressing gownrincon
17) Here comes the cold, break out the winter clothescrzycaro_0224
18) I fancy you but I've been destitute
19) You've got your ball you've got your chainabbylicious90
20) Stuck in the middle of a vendetta between me and myself
21) Well I'm not so sure if I'm sure of anything anymore
22) The bar on first avenue we went there solely for you, so you could flirt with my best friend, kiss a girl
23) Last week I had the strangest dream, where everything was exactly how it seemedmichizzle
24) Accentuated by the mobile dungeon of fluorescence, as I fall out of love, this wasn't supposed to happen, not according to you
25) I come down like a hurricane sucked up inside


these are hard.
(:
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[12 May 2007|11:20am]
mmm, everything is good.

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